Music
About Lovelast
Formed in Houston, Texas, Lovelast is the indie pop project of singer/songwriter Chase Rutherford-Jenkins. Now based in San Francisco, Lovelast's style ranges from cinematic and soaring to minimalist and intimate.
Lovelast's first album December was released in late 2011, followed by the stripped-down Midwinter EP in early 2013. When Jenkins embarked on the 2015 full-length album Home—recorded in the midst of relocating from Texas to California—he began moving in a direction more focused on keys and programming. The sound continued to evolve with his most recent release, The Beauty and the Fire, recorded and mixed entirely in Jenkins' San Francisco apartment.
Lovelast is actively working on a new EP expected to be released in 2020, further refining the keys-driven sound of his recent work while remaining rooted in Jenkins' introspective lyrics and evocative melodies.
Lyrics
I could make you happy
But you’re running down the time
And I make you crazy
But I want to be your alibi
And we unraveled from the start
You broke my will and I broke your heart, but I
I never thought you’d let go
Could you meet me in the dark
Beneath the mid-December stars?
I’m waiting in the afterglow
And so, let’s get lost in light
And for a moment we can forget the firefight
Hands and heart take flight
Here in this heaven everything will be alright
Pull me to you tight
If we can’t make it to forever, I’ll take tonight
Press your bones to mine
Cause I am yours for the last time
And if I could retract
All the words I should’ve said
Would it bring your love back?
Would it get you out of my head?
But I let this turn to stone
On the pavement of a London road
Where you held me
And I can’t let go
And you kissed me in the dark
Beneath the mid-December stars
I’m escaping to the afterglow
And so, let’s get lost in light
And for a moment we can forget the firefight
Hands and heart take flight
Here in this heaven everything will be alright
Pull me to you tight
If we can’t make it to forever, I’ll take tonight
Press your bones to mine
Cause I am yours for the last time
And I still dream about you
And the hollow that’s inside
Is the wish that I could hold you
Underneath the winter sky
One more time
Yours for the last time
Yours for the last time
Yours for the last time
You waste the dawn cause you're wide awake
But sleeping still inside
I'm wasted now and too far gone
To hold on to my pride
So what would it take for you to come here
What would it take for you to lose your fear
To give into this life
What would it take for you to be here
Just be here by my side
What would it take for this to be clear
That I would throw this life away
If you would say you feel the same
I taste your breath from miles away
It’s keeping me alive
Just face the truth that this is not fake
And forget all their lies
What would it take for you to come here
What would it take for you to lose your fear
To give into this life
What would it take for you to be here
Just be here by my side
What would it take for this to be so clear
That I would throw this life away
If you would say you feel the same
You know that this isn't in your mind
So don't give in now, love, please don't hide
We're almost leaving them behind
Just take my hand and you'll know it's right
Right
What is wrong
With these wide-eyed dreams
Of the simple things
Of all the ways that
You and I
We would fight so long
Until our words were gone
And we were enough
Cause dear I am the prodigal
And now our fate's entwined
This love is pathological
But darling I don't mind
Cause you don't have to be alone
And you don't have to be the one who's so strong
And I don't have to run away
All you need to do is tell me to stay
Lost again
Where did you go, my friend?
Why do you long for the end?
Why won't you take my hand?
Cause you don't have to be alone
And you don't have to be the one who's so strong
And I don't have to run away
All you need to do is tell me to stay
And we don't have to wait
For the end to come
Before we regain our faith
Before we learn how to love
Cause you don't have to be alone
And you don't have to be the one who's so strong
And I don't have to run away
All you need to do is tell me to stay
Tell me to stay...
Ain't nobody gonna turn me off
From your touch
Ain't nobody gonna break me up
From this love
I'm dreaming of us
But it's not enough
Cause I miss you so much
I'm breathing for two
Can you try to?
Cause I need you to wake up
Ain't nobody gonna steal my eyes
From your gaze
I'll be living in your last twilight
All my days
I'm dreaming of us
But it's not enough
Cause I miss you so much
I'm breathing for two
Can you try too?
Cause I need you to wake up
Cause you were a fool to be brave
When the world's so cruel to the kindest face
But I'm lost, and I'm amazed
I could let you take this love to your grave
I'm dreaming of us
But it's not enough
Cause I miss you so much
I'm breathing for two
Can you try to?
Cause I need you to wake up…
You are the beauty and the fire
And dear, I have but one desire
To see your face light up with light
To hear your heart beat on through the darkest night
But all we have is just a little time
All we have is just a little time
All we have is just a little time
But I can see your light is fading
And now its place a fear is taking
Of all the loves and lives you've lost
Of all the countless tears and the tolls they've cost
And so you hang your hopes till your heart has stopped
Stay
Just another night
I want to hold you tight
I want to just pretend
Love, once we were just friends
Now we're at the end
Now it's just a game of last mistakes
Cause I want a broken heart again
I just want to feel the knife dig in
I want to see my world collapse into the sea
And feel the weight fall from me
Once, all we had was us
And it was enough
But somehow we lost touch
Run
Far as I can go
Leaving all I know
But knowing you will always be a part of me
Cause I want a broken heart again
I just want to feel the knife dig in
And I want to see my world collapse into the sea
And feel the weight fall from me
So when you see me running
You'll know the reason why
And if you see me crying
Just know I'm on your side
I know your heart is breaking
But get up off the floor
This ain't a love worth saving
This isn't love anymore
Cause I want a broken heart again
I just want to feel the knife dig in
And I want to see my world collapse into the sea
And feel the weight fall from me
So when you see me running
You'll know the reason why
And if you see me crying
Just know I'm on your side
I know your heart is breaking
But get up off the floor
This ain't a love worth saving
This isn't love anymore
It's been a long time, dear
The miles between us are everything I fear
Will another catch your eye?
I don't want to say goodbye
I'm tired of being alone
So, love, I'm coming home
Halfway—halfway to you
Just stay, just stay true
It's been a long day, long night, too
But I'm halfway—halfway to you
There's nothing but memories here
Of all of the moments when I would hold you near
Do you ever wonder why—
Why we ever waste our time?
Cause words alone aren't enough
I need your every touch
Halfway—halfway to you
Just stay, just stay true
It's been a long day and a long night, too
But I'm halfway—halfway to you
I don't want a loveless life
I am not stopping until you are by my side again tonight
Halfway—halfway to you
Just stay, just stay true
It's been a long day and a long night, too
But I'm halfway—halfway to you
You — you should just be here
Then it would be clear
Who was right
They — they don't know how to make the stars fall
They don't know how to make my skin crawl
They don't know how to make me fight
And we — we could just be happy
If we, we could just be happy
Wait, wait for the sunrise
Wait for the right time
Or till the right time's gone
Cause we — we could just be happy
If we, we could just be happy
I'm running in circles
Chasing this tale
A lover's last fight
We are going nowhere
But if we don't care
I'll be yours tonight
Love, there is no ending
No new beginning
That could make this right
Cause we — we could just be happy
If we, we could just be happy
I'm running in circles
Chasing this tale
A lover's last fight
We are getting nowhere
But if we don't care
I'll be yours tonight
And time tries not to hide
The wrinkles in your mind
It's we that build the wall
And it's we that make it fall
I'm running in circles
Chasing this tale
A lover's last fight
We're not going nowhere
But if we don't care
I'll be yours tonight
Pull the plug, loose your grip
Find my soul at your fingertips
Let me go, let me lie
In the grave of your mind
I will fall, I may drown
But feel my feet never touch the ground
I will soar, I will fly
But hear the beat as my heart cries...
You and I — we were made together
But you and I couldn't last forever
Now it's you and me, and honestly
I'm learning to lose you
Tip the scales to your side
Feel the weight fall from mine
I want to run and not look back
But I lose my feet to your heart's attack
You and I — we were made together
But you and I couldn't last forever
Now it's you and me, and honestly
I'm learning to lose you




We were kids in shells of men
A winter gone two years and ten
When, in your hands, you took my head
And I was shaking in your bed
And the words fall out like knives
And they pierce me like your eyes
As you held your gaze to mine
And you pulled me deep inside
And I am broken now
And you don’t know how
Because you took your touch
But left the ghosts of us
Years would come, we’d bide the time
Hoping someday we’d make it right
Across an ocean, you would call
Knowing that I can’t help but fall
And you’d beg me not to leave
For there’s a timeline we could weave
Where we’d meld our broken parts
And what I would give if we could go back to the start
Cause I am broken now
And you don’t know how
Because you took your touch
But left the ghosts of us
Oh, I am broken now
And you don’t know how
Because you took your touch
But left the ghosts of us
Ooh
The ghosts of us
Ooh
The ghosts of us
The ghosts of us
The ghosts of us
I’m letting you know
That I am letting you go
In your hands, I am home
But I’ve got to let you go
I am letting you know
I am letting you go
In your hands, I am home
But I’ve got to let you go